new year, new life?
wow its been qt a while since i last posted and i did wanna update more but i guess no time and laziness la haha. anyway, i had a talk with darren last week about stuff and it really helped clear my head. i am so grateful that God has put such a wonderful friend and pastor into my life! yeah so i hope that ive turned a corner and that ill get back what i have lost. been reading good morning, Holy Spirit by benny hinn which darren lent to me, and as i read about his encounters with the Holy Spirit, i really want something like that too! but yet there is always something holding me back and i guess i really need to spend some time exorcising that part of me that is not allowing me to communicate with Him the way that im meant to. anyway it just feels like a burden has been lifted from me when i told him about it cos i guess it was getting abit tiring trying to deal with it alone :) so yeah it was hard but im glad i did it, and i know that with Him with me and in me and all around me, i will be able to get over this!
anyway a new year always fills me with hope about how great the yr is gonna be ahead, cos i guess im an optimist haha and i wanna set resolutions! but im like so lazy to sit down and really think about it but i hope i will do them this week haha. anyway i was reminded by darrens msg at smash that resolving to change is not enough but i must really reflect and look back as well, and i think that will be infinitely harder cos alot of things happened in 2006 that i wasnt too happy with myself about and changes in myself that i am not happy to see, but i guess its a part of growing and becoming a better person so i WILL do that this week as well! speaking of smash, it was smashing haha. ok tt was lame but anyway it was a great smash we had this yr tho the appreciation bit was abit long and draggy but i thot the whole thing went qt well so good job to the whole team who made it possible! the theme was glam and it was really qt glammed up! like everyone really tried to dress properly and nicely (except LOOJINGMIN) and yeah i thot the entrance was really nice haha. anyway i think that i would never ever want to spend new yrs anywhere other than in church haha. in the first place it would feel really wierd cos ive been doing it my whole life, secondly everywhere else is like packed full of people i dont know or care about while in church i know everyone and love many of them very much, and thirdly nothing beats ushering the new year praising God and worshipping :)
after tt was clean up which took a really long time cos of all the party stuff on the floor and then supper at 85 with shalom. we had to wait super long for our food la very sian and hungry but it came eventually and we got some extra bonus food oso cos the other table left haha yay :) anyway it was good to hang out with them tho we were all so tired (but happy) and after tt i went daniels hse cos duane offered to gimme a ride in his new baby (which is nice!). spent the night squashed on daniels bed complete with 2 pillows a bolster my new stuffed frog... and daniel, and we played a very nonsense game of shoot shag and marry which which qt hilarious as is any game where tim chay is given free reign to be wierd, and the boys learned some (apparently) shocking stuff abt me tho i dun see why its so shocking. anyway, im glad i went in the end cos i really missed hanging out with those guys and just talking nonsense and laughing with them :) they will always be my brothers at heart even tho they all go army and like we cant really meet up or hang out tt often anymore! anyway we slept at 7 and i left at abt 12 to come home and crasssshhh haha so no mugging was done! oh man. and liverpool is playng soon. God bless the pool man :)yeps yeps so tho the year wasnt that great, the end to it was fantastic for me hehe and to everyone out there, here to an excellent 2007!
anyway a new year always fills me with hope about how great the yr is gonna be ahead, cos i guess im an optimist haha and i wanna set resolutions! but im like so lazy to sit down and really think about it but i hope i will do them this week haha. anyway i was reminded by darrens msg at smash that resolving to change is not enough but i must really reflect and look back as well, and i think that will be infinitely harder cos alot of things happened in 2006 that i wasnt too happy with myself about and changes in myself that i am not happy to see, but i guess its a part of growing and becoming a better person so i WILL do that this week as well! speaking of smash, it was smashing haha. ok tt was lame but anyway it was a great smash we had this yr tho the appreciation bit was abit long and draggy but i thot the whole thing went qt well so good job to the whole team who made it possible! the theme was glam and it was really qt glammed up! like everyone really tried to dress properly and nicely (except LOOJINGMIN) and yeah i thot the entrance was really nice haha. anyway i think that i would never ever want to spend new yrs anywhere other than in church haha. in the first place it would feel really wierd cos ive been doing it my whole life, secondly everywhere else is like packed full of people i dont know or care about while in church i know everyone and love many of them very much, and thirdly nothing beats ushering the new year praising God and worshipping :)
after tt was clean up which took a really long time cos of all the party stuff on the floor and then supper at 85 with shalom. we had to wait super long for our food la very sian and hungry but it came eventually and we got some extra bonus food oso cos the other table left haha yay :) anyway it was good to hang out with them tho we were all so tired (but happy) and after tt i went daniels hse cos duane offered to gimme a ride in his new baby (which is nice!). spent the night squashed on daniels bed complete with 2 pillows a bolster my new stuffed frog... and daniel, and we played a very nonsense game of shoot shag and marry which which qt hilarious as is any game where tim chay is given free reign to be wierd, and the boys learned some (apparently) shocking stuff abt me tho i dun see why its so shocking. anyway, im glad i went in the end cos i really missed hanging out with those guys and just talking nonsense and laughing with them :) they will always be my brothers at heart even tho they all go army and like we cant really meet up or hang out tt often anymore! anyway we slept at 7 and i left at abt 12 to come home and crasssshhh haha so no mugging was done! oh man. and liverpool is playng soon. God bless the pool man :)yeps yeps so tho the year wasnt that great, the end to it was fantastic for me hehe and to everyone out there, here to an excellent 2007!
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